A nightmare before CNY

I have a 'lot' f things to say. Well i somehow managed to pass o's you know i never thought i can pass i always think of the negative side and i don't know how i passed English. U might think that C6 is not a big deal. Hey what can you expect when i actually anyhow do the whole of paper 2!? Not to forget paper 1 where i got all my tenses wrong and oral damn0 ' jia lat' so nervous that i made mistakes every word i said(im referring to the picture description!? i really thought the results would end up extremely bad. Haha but thank goodness i prayed like mad! I think i suffered from slight depression in a few weeks before the release of results.

This may sound silly, wang ge and i deliberately tried to avoid the ' long' talking from the principal and HODs, we planned to meet 2.30 sharp at kembangan MRT(when we were supposed to reach sch at 2.30) hahahaha! u know e long talks la, actually not as long as we assumed i think it only lasted abt 15-20 mins? Mdm zubaidah caught us (actually me) for her ear sticks and my hair COLOUR(ya not again)!!! i was quite frustrated u know cause i dyed my hair before o's and never been to any of the hair salons. ARGH! i dun understand why teachers tend to be more sensitive when it comes to first day of sch after a long holiday and releasing of results etc... and she expect me to use e spray, i dun even have it i dun even know how it looks like!then i was told to stay out of e sch compound unless i spray my hair or do watever ways to change black. CRAZY!!! i dun bother, coz i dun even wan to take my result coz im scared la obviously! i stand outside of school tried to call wang ge (she went in after taking out her ear sticks) tried several times but can't get through. Then this black bushy curly hair lady appeared guess who she is? DM!!! the monster of the school (athough she called herself mother of the sch)! i wasn't suprise to see her. Don't know why she don't look as scary as before. I realised that she was looking for me, asked me how come my hair brown and y i didn dyed before going to sch and i explained to her...Despite of it she still refused to let me in till i spray my hair. its abit long winded but i actually rem every single tthing that occured u noe. then she walked in, after a few mins i began to think of ways to sneak in? or ran in.. but i cant, she was still standing there. wang ge called me n i was told that my fren got hair spray. and as i was about to tell her(DM), she turned away i guess she caught a student for breaking some sch rule. then theres this very strong urge in me (someone shouting in my ears : QUICK RUN IN) lol sprint in all the way cross the netball court in the middle of netball training) i reached the hall looked like some blur goodo... haha.. scary.. form teacher stared at me she was smiling like i dunno whats so funny, then i know that theres a sign of hope.. she wouldn't smile at me in that way if i failed. LOL! i burst into tears like it comes out out of a sudden aiyoo damn paiseh i ran while crying n smilin at e same time. it is not like i got the highest or did v well lah. i know its enough for me like how badly i thought i might get... all that i wanted for! but now i realised i wanted more than just a pass. i realised i cant get into courses i like like audio n visual technology, sports and wellness 'tc. i cant get to choose, i can onli choose engineering courses which i dont think im interested in it. sigh!!! that how humans always take things for granted: all those who failed wanted jus a pass will do, those who passed wanted more than jus a pass. Hmm, i guess one thing good about engineering courses is u can get more job options and can change frm engineering course to business or science after getting diploma if u wanna continue studying, this is what i heard...
i chose computer engineering as first choice(i have no choice but to choose the best among the worse) second electronics engineering.... AWW!

DAMNNIT! im having dry throat and cough right now! it hurts la!!! :(