Days went missing

fucing screwed up papers. passed maths 59/100. how pathetic! -.-"

How i wish everything was a v bad dream. i really felt like im having one of the worst and DAMN REAL nightmares. I really wish i could just wake up from this 'DREAM' and try to change fate/future. In other words, i realli wish i could turn back TIME! Back to the time when my frens n i would run ard sch like nobody's business. Our same expression when the DM looked/shouted at us! How much i loved reading mag in class n gt caught stupidly. Daydream during some boring lessons esp chinese class. How we used to joke around wif teachers and how they made fun of us...
All these are more than just the word miss. n of cos this is nt the reason y i wanna turn back time so desperately.

SO Why i wish i could turn back time? COS I HATE WHAT IM DOING NOW! I HATE THIS FUCKING COURSE THAT MAKE US LEARN STUPID THINGS. I NV LIKE WHAT IM DOING NOW AND IM NT HAPPY AT ALL. IF THOSE OF U WHO THINK POLY IS FUN? I TELL U ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE IT. DUMB!!!!


Regret is the most devastating thing in life! still we have to learn to accept it.
BUT i just cant seem to move on. I CANT BREATHE WITHOUT YOU! ='(